Here, in this space, Veronika Speaks, I speak my truth. It’s about breaking free from the lies that tell you your pain doesn’t matter, your voice isn’t valid, or that you’re defined by what you endured. It’s about embracing the truth, finding clarity, and rediscovering joy.
Whether you’re a survivor, a supporter, or someone seeking hope, I invite you to join me in uncovering the truth beyond the pain. Together, we’ll learn to recognize and dismantle the hidden lies that trauma creates—those cycles of self-doubt and silence. This space is also about amplifying the voices of other survivors, encouraging them to find the courage to speak their truth, just as I have done and continue to do. Because healing is messy, brave, and beautiful—and it starts with the courage to face the illusion of a distorted reality.
Hello!
I'm a survivor of childhood abuse, and for years, I lived under the weight of a distorted reality.
Surviving abuse at the hands of a monster—my mother—was terrifying, brutal, and soul-crushing. It shattered my world, leaving me trapped in a cycle of believing this nightmare was normal. For years, enduring the pain felt like my only option, a reality I couldn’t escape until I left for college.
Lately, I’ve been feeling this guilt again — the kind that whispers I’m the problem child. Here I go, once more, with everything circling back to me. What my mother did to me. What my father said and did to her in response. The arguments. The screaming. The blame. All of it… somehow centered around me.
It started to feel like my presence alone was bothersome — like I took up too much space just by existing. And I didn’t know how to escape that. So I did what I could: I chose the abuse and tried...
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Welcome to my blog! My name is Veronika, and I'm passionate about sharing my journey of healing from childhood abuse and managing the chronic pain it has left me with, particularly Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia. Through my experiences, I've learned that despite the challenges, there is always room for happiness and healing.
I started this blog to connect with others who might be on similar paths, to offer a sense of hope and resilience. Whether you're here because you've faced similar struggles or simply seeking inspiration, I hope you find comfort and connection in my stories.
Beyond my healing journey, I find joy in painting, bike riding, and spending time with my wonderful boyfriend and our beloved pets. These activities bring light into my life and help me cope with the daily challenges I face.
Thank you for visiting my blog. I hope my words inspire you, bring you solace, and remind you that you're not alone in your journey.
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